Who am I? For a long time I thought about who I am, who I want to be and how I want others to see me. I imagine how my childhood me, my teenage me, my current me, my adult me and my old me meet. 

The younger me is very open and cheerful. She is not a girl as one would imagine. Her favorite color is yellow, not pink like the others. She wants to be a vet or an astronaut, while the other girls want to be a princess or a pop star. She is very dreamy and positive. 

The teenager me seems very reserved. She would like to become a dancer one day, but is afraid because she is very dissatisfied with herself. She is currently going through a difficult time. She is struggling with physical and mental problems. Everything currently seems to be rather negative. 

The current me seems very open and polite. She is not quite sure what she would like to work as later, but is thinking about a rescue-farm or business management. She is currently very happy because she really likes her training as a foreign language correspondent and she has finally bought her first horse. However, she still has a strong need for a break. She would like to have the long-awaited freedom. She feels chained and trapped. From time to time she also struggles with her depression, but tries to hide it and, above all, not to let it show. All of this is often in the way of her. She sets very high goals and tries to achieve them by all means, but is about to get in the way herself. Nevertheless, she seems very open, cheerful and lovable to others.

The adult me is married and has two children. She lives with her small family in the countryside near the sea, in a house. Right next to it is their small rescue farm. She is very happy and satisfied with her life. 
The old me, looks at all me's and sees so many differences and similarities. 
So, this is me, open to everything, polite and brave. I am Girl who has gone through a lot, suffered from depression, injuring myself, and suicidal thoughts. I am strong and have overcome many hurdles. I long for freedom, the sea and positive vibes. I love animals, music, dancing, cheerleading and traveling. I am ambitious and I will always give 1000% to achieve my dreams. If someone tells me I can't, I will convince that person otherwise.